Pathology

I've come to despise the word fetus. I got Nathan's pathology report in the mail yesterday. I was running late yesterday so I grabbed the mail and shoved it into my lunch box. When I got to work, I started reading the mail while I was on my lunch break. I didn't realize that's what it was until I opened it and started reading. I couldn't even get through the first page before I had to put it away. That's what he is referred to on it... not a baby, not Nathan... "the fetus". I don't even know that I want to read it now.